I swear you look different
How you've grown in a week
My heart is so full when you're here
And breaks every time you leave
I cherish every moment together
And try not to fall apart
But when I'm not with you
I no longer have my heart
I try to push away
The ache in my soul
But when you're not here
I don't feel whole
I tell myself not to cry
Keep it together, you've got this
You have to be stronger
But now there's no one to hug and kiss
It hurts when you're not here
This love is stronger than I've ever known
I long for your smiles, laughs and trouble
God I miss you, I want you home
Whole New Start
Who am I?
That’s a good question. Something I’m still trying to figure out.
I’m a single mom of two amazing, free spirited kids. But a mother is not all that I am. That I do know.
I was born and raised in Alabama but now live in Canada where I feel like I’m really supposed to be.
I find my passion in being creative. Whether it’s something I make, write, draw or a picture I take. That creative part of me has always been my therapy.
I’m a free spirited, wild at heart, rebel (so I’ve been told) with an empath’s soul.
I’m also a sexual abuse survivor with PTSD and social anxiety.
I’m broken and damaged but a total bada** finding my way to healing.
This blog started out as a way to track my journey to a healthier life. But along the way I discovered I would never truly be whole if I didn’t face the demons of my past. So I finally faced my past abuse which set me down a path I never imagined.
I don’t know where this journey will take me or how this blog will evolve. But I do know life has been doing a good job of working itself out and I’m just trying to stay out of the way and see where it leads me. There’s been so much darkness in my life but maybe along the way I’ll also find some light.
Thank you for joining me on my journey
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