I can't promise I won't hurt you
I'm only human after all
I have flaws I'm not aware of
And really don't we all
I will become uncertain and scared
Start to push you away
But don't you dare stop fighting
Just give me a reason to stay
I can't promise it will be easy
That I'll be everything you need
I may not always understand you
Always knowing what to say
Or that we'll agree on everything
So stand up to me, don't be afraid
I won't always be strong and brave
Some days I just won't be okay
Honestly I can't promise you anything
Except it's worth it, to see what could be
Whole New Start
Who am I?
That’s a good question. Something I’m still trying to figure out.
I’m a single mom of two amazing, free spirited kids. But a mother is not all that I am. That I do know.
I was born and raised in Alabama but now live in Canada where I feel like I’m really supposed to be.
I find my passion in being creative. Whether it’s something I make, write, draw or a picture I take. That creative part of me has always been my therapy.
I’m a free spirited, wild at heart, rebel (so I’ve been told) with an empath’s soul.
I’m also a sexual abuse survivor with PTSD and social anxiety.
I’m broken and damaged but a total bada** finding my way to healing.
This blog started out as a way to track my journey to a healthier life. But along the way I discovered I would never truly be whole if I didn’t face the demons of my past. So I finally faced my past abuse which set me down a path I never imagined.
I don’t know where this journey will take me or how this blog will evolve. But I do know life has been doing a good job of working itself out and I’m just trying to stay out of the way and see where it leads me. There’s been so much darkness in my life but maybe along the way I’ll also find some light.
Thank you for joining me on my journey
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