And in that moment I knew
The only choice to make was me
For if they really want you
You won't be left questioning
You won't feel like you're just an afterthought
You'll know you're the highlight of their day
You won't be left to wonder
If they even want you to stay
You won't be afraid to show your darkness
Since they'll see the light within that's burning
You'll never feel as if you're too much
Instead you'll feel free to be yourself unreservedly
They will fight their own demons
To be able to freely get to you
And then they will go on
To persistently fight for you too
I know I'm worth fighting for
So I'm not afraid to walk away
If my soul is not at peace
I know I don't have to stay
I can truly give you my all
But that doesn't mean anything
If I feel that all you want
Is just one small part of me
Whole New Start
Who am I?
That’s a good question. Something I’m still trying to figure out.
I’m a single mom of two amazing, free spirited kids. But a mother is not all that I am. That I do know.
I was born and raised in Alabama but now live in Canada where I feel like I’m really supposed to be.
I find my passion in being creative. Whether it’s something I make, write, draw or a picture I take. That creative part of me has always been my therapy.
I’m a free spirited, wild at heart, rebel (so I’ve been told) with an empath’s soul.
I’m also a sexual abuse survivor with PTSD and social anxiety.
I’m broken and damaged but a total bada** finding my way to healing.
This blog started out as a way to track my journey to a healthier life. But along the way I discovered I would never truly be whole if I didn’t face the demons of my past. So I finally faced my past abuse which set me down a path I never imagined.
I don’t know where this journey will take me or how this blog will evolve. But I do know life has been doing a good job of working itself out and I’m just trying to stay out of the way and see where it leads me. There’s been so much darkness in my life but maybe along the way I’ll also find some light.
Thank you for joining me on my journey
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